fish piety

piety ducks its pale head by the bedposts and
the rats keep the city running - ten million
operation while sneakers scuff the overpass construction
and hang low till the lord starts cracking jokes in service,
then you know its time to go
and how to shut the door tight when you leave.

listening to the lock click and feel the bumps on my tongue
you felt that like an ocean swallowed by a whale
did you ever dream how to get out?
i try to get out every night
oilcloth lamp post my head on a spike
fish gutted for food, if you cut the intestines youll smell it, i swear. 
eye-glint of knives kept in thigh-pockets
thousand tiny stars burnt all the oxygen in my room
glowing pink, blue, golden burn
cornea glare chucked the cans far as she could
brickwork foundation cracks 
and you ever saw a sweet potato mold?
i did, stuck a bit to our table when i tugged it popped
vesicle needle

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Sylvester plays us down the board
Nails clacking on the keys
And halts on c major
tap-flat toe pointed skyward, i stand
And skip
And trip down the sideboard
Crystal glass of whiskey
The adams apple bulged and retracts
And shooted down your gut
Skylarks chant merry screech,

So the car in the quiet
Sped 90 on the interstate
I set my head on your shoulder in the backseat

Dream of sheep
If I manage to sleep.
Cling like youll die
And then die
When it starts to move 
Weight at the bottom,
Rope burn in my hands
Raw red skin flame
Like your tongue rolls my name.

I knit you home.

Fish scale glimmer in the sun
Bright burn
And no fun
When you hold the rod
And reel back
Heart attack
Now feed it slack,

She looked into the fish eye
And saw a pewter shine
Had to wince, her fingers clenched
Toss the filth back in spotted green waves.
But he held her tight
Its normal, alright?
Dead-limp stares dont mean nothing.
Im sure the fish brains as special as yours.

And germanys elections looking like a bust
Im gonna bust a nut and go to sleep.

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I cut eyes
Like split zip ties
And surf the web -- pixel taste
Burnt tip of tongue, but in the long run
I felt my brain throb beyond the walls
Of cranium and dribble out my ears.
Make sure to catch the grease in glass jar
And on the windowsill it hardens
Till youre ready to heat up the pan
Scarf barf in the toilet bowl
Purple flecks shine like gold in swimming pupil-vision
Bits of organs spin lazy circles
Drop fishing-pole fingers with derision
On an antediluvian stomach mass
And run your thumb-prints down my thighs
Mark it in wet concrete
Make it harden before too long
And then mix it with bible pages 
That cheap tissue paper,
Shove the mass down my throat
And bid me to bed.

I place my trust in sticks i step on down brick sidewalks
Laid patterns shift a bit off
Harder you look, the slower you go

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Ole Worm strutted onto the scene,
Hooves clacking on the cobble

Cobblestone teeth dug into my city-jaw concrete
Reaches farther down than youd think,
Driven down with hammer-force
Scrape chips between the lips and gums
And then press your cheek to the ground
To feel it burn
Salty sea-grief tears the skin
As saliva burns my chin
I never did see the end of a rhyming couplet.
Eyelash follicle on a mushroom platter,
Lead-paint horses gallop down the sideboard.
Toss lettuce in your mouth and concern your
self with trivial matter  newspaper splatter
And election poll shatter.

Tucked into my embroidery yarn,
I hid a box of prayer under the barn
Dug a hole a couple inches deep
To small scarlet fingers, far as she could reach.

Well, now I pick stones off the ground and
Skip them into the wild river
Untamed waves still bid their courses
Stay steady over muddy rocks

The steed reared its head and snorted
Plume of sickly wet water out the nostrils
Teeth that could kill a carrot
Told me to stay. Then i watched its tail swish
Flies gathering around their home
And it disappeared between two trees
Like a hand shoved inside a bone.

Goodbye, Ole Worm,
Wear your unicorn horn.

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EMBODIMENT. 
PLEASURE. 
DESEXUALIZED. 

The confluence of structuralists, semiotics, post-structuralists, 
On the banks of cereal-milk rivers
Fruit loops floating past onerous dab rigs
Crackling burn of mile-long dread.

We fucked like street dogs tireless jump watched by bloodshot eyes and nerves shot to exhaustion,
but the pattern repeats every swim, and we move our marionette bodies close to each other
for a few hours, muscles tense all the time; tightened string like a bullet as jabs grace your tongue
heavenly angel intellect I tasted on your skin, and host of seraphim in the grease of your hair

Cellular bilayer built itself on polarity 
Proving binary to cuticle-bit petri
Then it started to sort
And shake itself out
Silly homogeneity, youre nothing to me.
Heart beat hover on the second measure
I hear your breath hit slower
On the side of my cheek

Like ice-cube crumbs bread well done.

Trust no one -- no one is one, reduce people to threes and no smaller. I am a terrible variable.

The bugle liked to chip its teeth on stale potatoes
In order to bash out a tune
In time with the sun and the moon, she screeched
The fisherman throws his harpoon

Its all sore stomachs and ulcers up your arms;
Traded dignity and eyeshot stares for a little soiree on the couch
And liquid lakes in the carpet, from a stream you forgot could flow.
Like so, bathe in brackish sulphur only and clasp your palms to God
If you can reach that high...
Unclean fabric trickles off the body,
Hard breasts of granite seawall hold up
My mouth erodes like silt when you dig into it,
And if i forget to take my hands off your chest now, theyll stick there forever.
But I stopped looking at my feet, and now Im lost, and my soles cant hit the pavement further.
So place me in the dandelion weed
Chew me like a cow

In the tunnel again, and it felt like stone
Move your mouth quick
Throw a dog a bone
Scrap hobbyhorse rides
Over hills of green
Washed over with the tide
We stay clean
Antihistamine carpet in convertible socket-clean

I fall over so I can get caught,
Flu-plague dances up your throat with synonym-puke.
Map the world on my crusted skin
Dried out a million
So dipped it in the lemon-lime slurpee cup
Crisp lid didnt stick
Neon on the pavement
Icicle throat.

Watercress world in stems between the soil and air sprouting thick and wet

Hung hopes on anemic Old Believers
In the chalky Union Dawn flowed so wild it soaked into the very rock of this place 
The rock I clung to, pebble form, on my knees in soggy silt-dirt piecing noble gasses together again
Till we periodically shut our eyelids
And with that the hope
Sailed out the window, tacking upstream.
Meanwhile my skull plunged into foamy surf shoals
Grainy sand where the enamel rose from my gums
Spit none
For fun

Fry egg till it gets boring
I hope when I die someone makes my intestines into sausage skins.

richmond 2025